| last entry ever... |
[10 Oct 2002|01:10am] |
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well... I decided that livejournal isn't exactly for me. it's been about 2-3 weeks since I last looked in it and/or updated and they have been the best weeks of my life... ehh... could have been for other reasons though. yeah... these last few weeks are definately being put on the top of my list of "wonderful weeks". since this is the last entry I am going to take my time in shout outs, cause those are awesome and you are too.
mark - you had cute hair today
kelly - i croissant you a lot 19-24-25-26-27-29
aaron and joe - i and the master dragoon are one and we will kick the balls of any competion
brad - spanish girls want you
tom - old black guys humping snowmen
well... that was fun. I will never write in this wildebeast again, so don't expect to see anymore fun fandooglers or wamtapits. I will continue to update the foreverending community for shows and information on that forever rockin' band that I'm in. creature from the black lagoon shirts should be coming in within a few weeks, hopefully. alright kids... I know you're all so eager for me to die now so this is it. fare the well.
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Comments: 9 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| This makes me very uneasy about the internet... |
[30 Sep 2002|12:36am] |
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IOyou1Galaxy: Hello.
jetsbegin2race: um... hi
jetsbegin2race: this is my old name?
IOyou1Galaxy: is it?
jetsbegin2race: yeah
jetsbegin2race: I'm confused
IOyou1Galaxy: Hi.
jetsbegin2race: who is this?
IOyou1Galaxy: How are you drew?
jetsbegin2race: good
IOyou1Galaxy: a person
jetsbegin2race: with what name?
IOyou1Galaxy: i dont seem to remember
jetsbegin2race: why is that?
IOyou1Galaxy: who knows.
jetsbegin2race: that's too bad... memory loss can't be fun...
IOyou1Galaxy: yeah not at all.
IOyou1Galaxy: i really should get it checked out.l
jetsbegin2race: probably
IOyou1Galaxy: i like your new sn
jetsbegin2race: so, how did you end up with that hip happenin' screen name?
jetsbegin2race: I like yours
IOyou1Galaxy: i borrowed it from you.
jetsbegin2race: that's cool
IOyou1Galaxy: yeah.
jetsbegin2race: you can have it if you want, I stopped using it...
IOyou1Galaxy: figured you didnt use it anymore
IOyou1Galaxy: yeah. i know you didnt.
jetsbegin2race: just don't pretend to be me, that would be mean
IOyou1Galaxy: but fun.
jetsbegin2race: yeah but mean
jetsbegin2race: how'd you get it anyway?
IOyou1Galaxy: still fun.
IOyou1Galaxy: a few easy programs
jetsbegin2race: really?
jetsbegin2race: like what?
IOyou1Galaxy: nothing that is any use to you
jetsbegin2race: alright
jetsbegin2race: well... besides breaking into my old sn, what have you been up to?
IOyou1Galaxy: sleeping
jetsbegin2race: awesome, we have a lot in common
IOyou1Galaxy: sleeping is fun
jetsbegin2race: yes, so are pillow fights
IOyou1Galaxy: brb going to get a drink.
jetsbegin2race: okay
IOyou1Galaxy: ok.
jetsbegin2race: what did you get
IOyou1Galaxy: coffee
jetsbegin2race: awesome
IOyou1Galaxy: yeah. i like coffee alot
IOyou1Galaxy: keeps me awake
jetsbegin2race: I like cappucino
IOyou1Galaxy: i should really go to bed, i have school tomorrow.
jetsbegin2race: carmel high rises at caribou are stupendios
IOyou1Galaxy: i have never been there
jetsbegin2race: alright... are you ever gonna tell me who you are?
IOyou1Galaxy: nawh
jetsbegin2race: why not?
IOyou1Galaxy: good night andrew
jetsbegin2race: um... sweet dreams puddin'
IOyou1Galaxy signed off at 12:17:48 AM.
If anyone comes in contact with that screen name... don't believe them if they say it's me, because it's obviously not. Everyone rent monsters inc and death to smoochie
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Comments: 6 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| truth behind the scratch |
[07 Sep 2002|12:52am] |
It's been a while since I wrote in this sucker... Forever Ending finished the 3 song demo cd... it has Mark Smak fun time at the end... you may love it you may hate it but it will always hold a special place in my heart. I went to the wired fag today FHOO was very good... they've gotten a lot tighter. I would also like to say that Gumshoe49 aka (the new exhibit) is honestly amazing... wow...
"Shards of glass fall here and there from cherry stained maple. The hand that broke the frame now holds a head sobbing in shame. A priceless memento. Deemed as the unavoidable, face down to the shelf it once rained admirable. The loss of a past that seemed so faithful. Promises long overdue. She said "You'll never step foot in this house again". Skin left mottled black and blue. Grape juice spilled from an empty broken flask. Her children stood in wonder but didn't dare to ask. Only days since the last fight. 2 a.m. and the car is not in sight. Densely saturated skies make this one lane bridge quite treacherous to drive. Now here he lies. Rose in his right hand and his children at his side. She took her time in telling lies. "He led such a perfect life" with bruises by her eyes. Friends and family great and small helped her pay the rent and all. They saw truth behind the scratch but it was far too late for that."
I've never gone through this but I dunno... I guess I've always felt really bad for people who have...
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Comments: 2 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| recording! |
[30 Aug 2002|01:08pm] |
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Today, we're gonna record 2 more songs so we can put together a forever ending back to school sampler. It should be sweet. Songs include: Forget the streets (go to www.mp3.com/foreverending to hear it now!), Everyone dies alone and pretty as a butterfly knife. The cd will be free, we just ask for donations to help us out...
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Comments: 4 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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[29 Aug 2002|11:20pm] |
[a] alkaline trio, american nightmare, a static lullaby, anniversary, atom and his package, arms length, audio karate, american football, audio learning center, affinity
[b] boys night out, brandston, breaking pangea, bright eyes, built to spill, bourgeous filth
[c] coheed and cambria, coalesce, converge
[d] death cab for cutie, desaparecidos, dashboard confessional, dinosaur jr., dismemberment plan
[e] eve6, (the) exit, echo and the bunnymen
[f] FOREVER ENDING, face to face, fairweather, finch, fordirelifesake, from autumn to ashes, further seems forever, fairview, fugazi
[g] get up kids, green day
[h] hey mercedes, home grown, hope conspiracy, hot rod circuit
[i] incubus, international niose conspiracy
[j] jacks broken heart, jawbreaker, jets to brazil, jimmy eat world, joan of arc, journey
[k] keepsake (not the metal keepsake, the other one), kind of like spitting
[l] lagwagon, lifetime, little league, living end, lucky7, lyndsay diaries
[m] me first and the gimme gimmes, the memory, mineral, mock orange, movielife, mr. t experience, mxpx, sarah mclaughlin, milemarker
[n] new amsterdams, new found glory, new radicals, nine days, no motiv
[o] open hand, operation ivy
[p] pedro the lion, phantom planet, piebald
[q] q and not u, queen
[r] rancid, reggie and the full effect, rocking horse winner, rufio, recess theory
[s] saves the day, short of 1st, simpleton, slick shoes, starting line, the stereo, the strokes, sunny day real estate, smashing pumpkins, something corporate
[t] taking back sunday, thursday, texas is the reason, tears for fears, thrice, tijuana crime scene, twotimer
[u] used, ultimate fakebook
[v] violent femmes, vandals
[w] weezer, white stripes
[x] x ist y
[y] yellowcard
[z] zebrahead. zao
after completeing that... I don't know why I did it in the first place
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Comments: 4 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| Bite My Lip |
[22 Aug 2002|11:03am] |
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"So deceitful. If I run faster than the wind can carry a dogwood seed, do you think I can make it to the end of this rainbow before it fades to nothing? Do you think I can? My stability rests on your weakest support. Ingenuity takes its toll every now and every then. What is it then that makes you feel you have the slightest indication to who and what I am? Gossip will spread like a locust over Egypt in a warm summer breeze. Watch what you say; watch how you say it. Everything revolves back to you in the end and when you're the victim of lies and deception I'll catch a glimpse of who stands proud for you and how many more leave your blood on their hands. This running tributary carries away the evidence as scarlet candy drips from my palms and flows downstream. How amazing this trail of death can be, like cranberry ribbons dancing under the stars in a liquid conduit. I hope you like the new chasm in your backside. It sure fits you well. Reminds me of the one you made in mine. They don't heal with time..."
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Comments: 3 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| 08.11.02 |
[21 Aug 2002|03:07pm] |
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"Blankets on a cold, wooden patio floor. Candles flicker in the twilight and words are more than a heartbeat could ever mean to anyone. Cars, crickets and '405', as we stare at the fireflies that are trapped up in the sky, a big black blanket with holes radiating incandescent light. The only sound this world we made for us needs. Why bother wishing on a shooting star, when all I need is this? staring at the sky, lying by your side. As the world turns over, the stars will fade but the memories made will stay on my wall."
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Comments: 2 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| 08.18.02 |
[20 Aug 2002|05:50pm] |
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"the chesapeake railroad will come to an end and this distance seems lesser the more I pretend that you're hooked. green and white beads and elastic straps, losen the seatbelt as you lay in my lap. arizona... even that doesn't seem too far and as long as state lines don't change I can find my way. If you're still up for sunsets over the lake and a coffee or two the next day, stay awake. parched lips and fingertips, one step at a time. next time you're sound in my arms I won't shift you awake but friday never comes soon enough."
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Comments: 1 cavity - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| AMAZING |
[19 Aug 2002|03:21am] |
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well... today was quite the adventure... I'll type it all in when I'm not so tired but believe you me... it was completely unexpected and I think I might be grounded for life now... funny thing is... I don't even care.
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Comments: 3 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| rockabillies.... |
[15 Aug 2002|10:47pm] |
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alright... so there has been rumors that we weren't playing rockabillies... well... you're right... I guess we "didn't respond" to ohc in time so they took us off the show... I thought it was already set in stone but I guess not. I'm really sorry to everyone that was planning on going to see us. If you like, we're playing Monday at the token lounge with gumshoe49 and the apex experiment (the band that played in the movie SLC Punk... it should be cool.. again I'm sorry about rockabillies.
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Comments: 5 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| "great times, great lakes" - Michigan's new motto |
[15 Aug 2002|02:29pm] |
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So, I told my boss I needed more hours but I told him that I absolutely couldn't do afternoons during the weekend anymore and he told me that was alright and he would give me morning shift during the weekdays... I got exctited... I went to work the other day to check out the schedule... saturday sunday and monday night shifts... what the hell?? So I wrote him a nice note and gave it to him yesterday... I hope he gets hit by a car. Here is what the note consisted of
Dave,
To start things off, I appreciate you helping me out in trying to give me more hours. I really needed them. However, I came across a HUGE problem once I saw when I was scheduled. I specifically asked for morning hours only and I'm scheduled for Sunday evening. My band is playing the local stage at the Vans Warped Tour that day and we absolutely can't miss it (((that's really a lie... I just want to go to warped tour))). I was also informed that we have a show on Monday with "The Apex Experiment", which is the band that was in the movie "SLC Punk". That also is a show I can't miss. However, I am scheduled for both days. I realize that this more than likely isn't going to go over well at all with you so I am prepared for anything at this point. I'm very sorry that I can't work these two days but the band is my first priority and I can't cancel shows after they're already booked because it makes the band as a whole look unreliable as apposed to just me being unreliable to work. I understand if this is the breaking point and you feel it unnecessary to schedule me for shifts any further. I would still like to work during the mornings if and as much as possible but evenings are just so hard to work around. Attached is a list of all the dates that are 100% confirmed. There are still always dates that are up in the air. Sometimes we don't get confirmation on a show date until a few days before and by then I'm already on the schedule. Much like the situation this Monday. If you choose to still keep me on the schedule it would be best for both of us if evenings could just be avoided in general, especially during Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Those are the worst days for me to be scheduled. Again, I'm extremely sorry about all the trouble I've brought you. I'll see you Saturday at 11. Thank you so much for your patience with me.
-Drew
Basically, I think I'm going to get fired but what the fuck do I care? I don't. I'm so happy with my life right now. Nothing even bothers me anymore. Getting your heart broken is just a way of life, there's nothing you can do about it, so why worry? Instead, enjoy the better things in life, like your true friends... friends with benefits come and go.... it's just leading yourself on in the end because it's a pointless struggle to be with someone for a day or so just to throw it away and be miserable again... your true friends will always be there for you no matter what, even if you make out with your true friends, they won't just ditch you if you're a bad kisser. I have the 5 best friends in the world and I couldn't ask for anything more than that.
Mark Smak's parent's 20th anniversary was last night... Dad got mom a box of cappucino mix from the dollar store and Tom, Josh, Marc and I drank it all. Mom got dad a box of toothpicks.... what's really funny is the fact that they took the time to wrap the presents in yellow printer paper and they opened them in front of a video camera for precious memories... "ooooo toothpicks, thank you hunny"
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Comments: 1 cavity - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| first time, second time, let's stop this clock from starting |
[11 Aug 2002|01:49pm] |
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yesterday was one of my better days. i woke up and took a shower and cleaned my room a bit and then chris came over and we watched a little bit of donnie darko while we waited for brian (p.diddy himself) to get here. once he did we kinda wasted time and then took off. we went on a nice little fishing trip if i do say so myself. brian and i went tubing and we hit a big wake and he flew in the air and ended up landing on top of me... needless to say, we wiped out and skipped along the lake together on our backs. after that was done we went to the shore with a net and tried to chase fish but had a hard time finding them so i broke open a snail and brian put it on the end of a pole and we fished with that... we learned that fish really really like the taste of snail because they were all over that thang. we ended up catching 4... two of them were at the same time, which i thought was pretty exciting. we left around 6 or so because we had a show to play at sadies apartment for johns going away party. it wasn't a bad party, i didn't know anyone who was there, for the most part. i had 2 beers and then the cops came and told everyone people were complaining so i was forced to drive to royal oak to sadies boyfriends house, that sucked... i had JUST finished them though so it didn't hit me until after i got to the house. there were a lot of people there and we ended up playing in his basement but we were only able to play 4 songs because brian had to be home at 1230. i was told by literally 6-7 different people that i looked like the kid from american beauty. that was kinda strange... i personally don't really see it but i guess i do. i had a little more to drink with wedges gf so marc offered to drive home and he ended up spending the night. alan from rescue was there and he wanted us to play with them when they play in michigan, that was really cool.
xstartswithakiss: i'll give up my life if someone gives me boston market
jetsbegin2race: wow
jetsbegin2race: that's pretty intense
xstartswithakiss: this is pretty serious
when i got home last night i noticed that lauren had 'call me' as her away message... so even though it was almost 3 in the morning and she had been idle for over an hour, meaning she was sleeping, i thought it'd be funny to call her and wake her up. her fault right? it rang about 4 times and i was about to hang up cause i didn't want to wake up her brother or mom but she ended up picking up and we talked for a half hour but she was half asleep and i was shitfaced so i ended the conversation and went to bed... im gonna take a shower and eat lots and lots of toaster strudels because they are gods gift to man kind.
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Comments: 4 cavities - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| color me stupid |
[11 Aug 2002|12:37pm] |
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"Your canvas is tearing; your colors are fading and falling down. Color me stupid, color me anything at all cause tonight, we'll paint the town red with your insides. Isn't that what you wanted from me? Now that there's nothing left to see. There's nothing left for me here and you told me "There's nowhere left to go." Without saying a word this time. All you had to say is "someone else is in the way". Wishful thinking will only divide your ribs and eradicate the contents within. Sing this requiem with a thunderous voice and spirit because one day, you too, will be destroyed. The smallest coat of color brings life to a war torn canvas. Hiding yourself under white cloud cover. Hold your breath and wait for me. We'll sway under the sheets. I'll take a number and take a seat as I take this drink. It never fails. Just when the dream gets good you wake up in a cold bed. You wake up in a cold sweat. This hangover will only last as long as I can drink you in."
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Comments: 1 cavity - candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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| Scarlet Nights |
[08 Aug 2002|03:44am] |
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"So, you told me 'There's nowhere left to go.' Without saying a word this time. Wishful thinking will only divide your ribs and eradicate the contents within. Sing this requiem with a thunderous voice and spirit because one day, you too, will be destroyed. It never fails... just when the dream gets good you wake up in a cold bed."
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Comments: candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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[06 Aug 2002|07:50pm] |
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I just rented donnie darko, toy story 2 and halloween... I'm solving all the world's problems, three movies at a time.
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Comments: candy.coat.this.blood.soaked.smile.
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